Welcome
to October. After a purging marathon in September, we have entered a
new month. For many it was a rough start. People are exhausted from the
deep cleansing and detoxing in September which included also a lot of
physical symptoms. Many are asking: How much longer? It seems like we
are never getting anywhere and the ascension turns out to be a
never-ending story. It will be – if you think it to be that way.
Remember the law of attraction and how easy things manifest now. So it
is your choice what you make out of it. October bears great potential to
move forward quickly. And it will be calmer energetically. At least it
feels like it as we have gotten used to the quick moving and fast
burning fire energies. Many of us have learned to handle them
constructively to move up in their energetic frequencies quickly. With
the start into October, we have entered a phase of rebalancing.
September has been the most challenging month for a lot of people.
Many were hoping for a rewarding start into October after all the hard
work done, purging and transmuting energies for ourselves, the
collective and the planet. Instead, many people feel empty. Very empty.
So empty that they feel useless and are haunted by feelings of just
wanting to go home and exit. The question of “
Who am I and WTF am I doing here?” is present again. A lot of us fell into a big identity crisis.
“A lot of us fell into a big identity crisis. We are doubting ourselves and what we are doing.”
We are doubting ourselves and what we are doing. We even doubt our
talents and gifts because we do not feel like doing anything. We are
simply… lazy. Beyond measure. Except for the sexual energies. They seem
to be all around for many, and people dealing with this feel like they
are going to explode any second because of all these sexual thoughts an
feelings. In addition to that – cravings seem to change again and the
digestion system is changing. Many people experience a feeling as if the
body is not digesting at all anymore. Hunger simply seems to disappear.
All of that is uncomfortable and confusing. “Why did I go through all
this cleansing to end up feeling like THIS??? That does not feel like
the bliss I expected?”
The Emptiness, the Sexual Tension and its Root Causes
Why are so many feeling this way? It is very simple. As already described in the
article on the September energies:
The Universe wants you empty and in full surrender. Many have reached
exactly that state now. Emotionally, there is not much left to purge.
Our physical bodies feel worn out and very tired due to the release of
old stored fear patterns that have been released from the physical body
as well as the ongoing restructuring of our DNA and cellular structure.
As the body has become lighter, it needs less food or no food at all.
The digestion system is adapting. And our body needs rest. Even those
that are usually very active and athletic do not feel like moving at
all. Please do yourself a favour and follow what your body asks for.
Don’t force yourself to be active if you don’t feel like it – it is just
an old 3D belief pattern that we have to be active and work out
regularly.
“There are times of doing and times of being and we have to learn to follow our natural cycles again.”
There are times of doing and times of being and we have to learn to
follow our natural cycles again. In addition to that, due to the
planetary constellation with Venus moving through Scorpio now, a
collective cleansing of old sexual patterns goes on. That releases tons
of sexual energies that had been stuck in the collective for eons. Those
of us that still have own sexual patterns to deal with, feel this in a
very amplified way and tend to project it onto their partners. Just make
sure to let go of those energies in a constructive way with lots of
gratitude for the release. Masturbation can be a life-saver these days
:-). Don’t be surprised if you end up in a sea of tears after
masturbating. That is just the energy release. Let it go with a big
“Thank you”.
The No-thingness between two Worlds
Now that we have been emptied out, a void has been created within us.
A space for the new to come in. Osho would call this the state of
“no-thingness”. It can be disorienting and frightening to be in this
gap. The old has left, the new is not here yet. We are in between two
worlds. This is often experienced as the dark night of the soul. We have
nothing to hold on to, no clue what direction this is going to take. We
don’t see all the possibilities yet that might lie ahead.
“It can be disorienting and frightening to be
in this gap. The old has left and the new is not here yet. We are in
between two worlds. That is often experienced as the dark night of the
soul.”
“But it was just this state of pure potential that existed before the
Universe was created. Nothing is not just nothing, it is all. It is
vibrant with all possibilities. It is absolute potential. It is
unmanifest yet, but contains it all”, says Osho. All you can do is relax
into that gap with a deep trust that you have now reached a state with
the potential that something sacred can be born: Your true self. Your
cocooning phase will be over soon if you continue to choose love and
embrace your experience and your very being.
Please be aware that you can only shift your frequency up with the
full trust in this process and in appreciating the Divine perfection in
all that is. And that does not only include you but puts you into first
place. You are the most valuable person in your life. Love yourself in
your emptiness and know that you have created this space to allow for
the new. And it WILL exceed your wildest imaginations if you stay in
unconditional love for yourself and everyone and everything around you.
Please keep in mind that the use of alcohol or tranquilizers will keep
you in low frequencies and can cause a downward spiral for you, as you
are only suppressing your emotions and are not releasing them in a
constructive way. This will extend your stay in 3D until you learn to
love yourself and your journey.
So after having said all of this. What is it about October? This
month is going to be a rebalancing act. Step by step, the new will come
in. Your rewards for all the work done. You will see more abundance,
feel more love and be much more open to receive as your heart walls are
being removed. That can be overwhelming sometimes. You most likely will
experience a swinging in and out of 5D as you are rebalancing within and
as the collective masculine and feminine energies are striving for an
equilibrium as well. You will probably experience a further dissolving
of linear time and a reluctance to routines and schedules. There will be
some ups and downs but in general, many will feel a deep confidence and
have an inner knowing that the worst is over. Thank you so much for
having done so much work for this whole planet and its inhabitants. I am
so proud to be on this journey with all of you.
The texts I share are always based on channelings I receive
and/or on experiences of clients and my own. I do not claim what I share
to be the ultimate truth. I encourage everyone to only take what
resonates to find your own truth and wisdom. As this is universal
wisdom, I do not claim any copyright. Please feel free to share this
content as long as you keep its message complete so that the meaning
does not get twisted. Thank you. With lots of light and love, Vera
Ingeborg
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dark night of the soul,
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