Jenny Schiltz: Unraveling the Matrix Programming
As the energy on the planet continues to intensify, clear and uncover
the layers of “reality” some are finding themselves stepping into new
and expanded roles. This energy is also uncovering so much of the
destructive programming and behaviours that have been the norm for far
too long.
I recently returned from an amazing and enlightening trip to San
Diego. I booked this trip during the summer because I had this nudging
that I had to be there at a certain time. I didn’t really understand
why, but I knew it was important. The universe conspired to find me
cheap flights, a place to stay that was perfect and a rental car whose
bill totalled $111.00. Yet I still had no clue why I was going.
The three of us, my husband, youngest daughter and myself decided to
make an adventure of the trip and see as much as we could see. On our
first evening, we decided to go sit on a place called “Sunset Cliffs”.
It was an area where you could sit on the rock and see the beach below.
It was nighttime and the view of the stars was absolutely amazing.
As I was staring at the stars and settling into myself, this bolt of
purple light split the sky and remained. It was so bright that I was
momentarily blinded. I asked my husband if he saw it and he said no, so I
knew it was only meant for me. I then heard clearly. Open a portal. It
was my higher-self speaking from my heart center. I felt myself anchor
deeply into the earth and at the same time grow huge. I saw myself large
enough to touch the purple light in the sky and open it like a portal
in the starry sky. All this black mist began to leave the area as if it
was being drawn like a magnet.
When I felt that it was done, I closed
the portal and returned to self. Still not understanding what took
place, but not asking questions either.
I knew that I have done this work before but it has always been at
night in my sleep or in lucid dreams. I had not yet consciously done
this type of massive clearing while completely awake surrounded by
others. I was asked by my team to share this as it will trigger the
remembering for some and allow it to come to the forefront of
consciousness. It helps us to understand who we are, our role and
contribution to the whole.
The next evening at sunset in a different beach location, I was
instructed to do the same thing. Again black mist rose from the entire
area and went effortlessly to Source. I asked what was leaving and was
told that it is a layer of the veil that keeps people asleep, trapped
into moving from one moment to the next without any true awareness. It
was shown to me that the simple removal of these energies creates enough
space for people to look critically at their life and begin the
awakening process.
The following day we went to La Jolla Beach and it was just gorgeous,
yet there was this pervasive anxiety that translated into this feeling
of “not good enough, not pretty enough, not enough money.”
This reached
a really uncomfortable pitch when I got dressed in a wetsuit (holy
hell). So as my husband played in the surf with my daughter I sat on
the beach and went within. First thing I did upon settling was to ask
“is this mine?” and was told no. So I thanked the feelings and felt them
leave. My higher self then explained that it was those feelings that
would have a layer released that day. So that people could see how they
were trapped in those “less than” but also “must be better than another”
cycles. So again, I opened a giant portal over the area and watched as
layers of sleep left.
Before heading back to Colorado, the last portal I opened was right
near the airport in San Diego. What left there was darker than the other
places and had more of a goo feel. It was also the one that was most
difficult and I called in my team to assist. I was told it was the most
difficult because of the sheer amount of technology in that area. The
technology and the large amount of concrete helped to secure the veil of
forgetfulness and keep people looping in similar thought and
behavioural patterns. These are the areas that need the most assistance.
Connecting the dots
When I returned home I had a client who is a healer, struggling
financially. Her guides showed me that she is also to be going places
and doing such work. I asked her if she had felt the pull to go to
travel to different locations. She told me yes, but that she didn’t have
the funds. Her guides told me that she undercharges and undervalues her
time, energy and worth. They then went to explain that many are caught
in the programming loop of self-sacrifice or that one must not charge
for spiritual services. This control programming has left many
exhausted, financially strapped, and in disharmony within as their soul
is urging them to step up and do different work, but the paradigm they
are caught in does not allow it.
They explained that many are getting the urge to travel, to go to
different places, towns and sites. Travel does not have to be huge, it
could be 30 minutes away to somewhere you have never been. That there is
a reason for this as each of us carries a unique vibrational frequency
and when we go to new places we help to anchor that particular frequency
into the earth. They showed me an orchestra, each person has their own
part to play, their own note. Another person could go to San Diego and
assist that area in a completely different but no less valuable way.
What a paradox it seems we can be caught in. We want to be of service
so we give and give, heal and heal without an adequate energy exchange
and this does not allow us to be in service to the whole as was
intended.
So the universe brings me another client who recently attended a
practitioner’s workshop that works with morphic fields and understanding
the holographic nature of reality. During the workshop, the instructor
showed the participants how to track in the form where the programming
regarding money and spiritual work lies. Although this client felt she
resolved her issues in this area, she was able to see where it was in
the form. It is this unconscious programming that helps keep us trapped
in a limited reality instead of one with infinite abundance for all. It
is programming that keeps us from understanding that all is simply
energy including money.
As usual, the universe shows me an issue in many different ways so
that the understanding is complete. I then worked with another client
who is a real estate agent and she also does reiki on the side. In her
view, she felt that she was only doing her spiritual work when doing
Reiki, however, her guides wanted her to understand that once someone
comes from a higher vibrating place that ALL they do is spiritual work.
They explained that helping someone find a place to live that allows
them to feel at home is healing and very valuable.
We need to look at our definitions and realize that when we are
open-hearted and higher vibrating we are being of service, what that
looks like does not matter. All that matters is we listen to our heart
and soul urgings.
Stepping Forward
While I was in San Diego another incredible lesson was learned.
One one of the days we ran around the city going to the Safari park,
the zoo and Balboa Park. After the Safari park I was tired and instead
of honouring that feeling, speaking my mind and resting, I decided I
would try to keep up with my high energy husband and daughter.
By the end of the afternoon, I was a hot mess. I was so tired I could
barely speak, my nervous system was in overdrive from all the people,
and my back was so sore and inflamed my famous drop foot walk returned.
What also returned was that feeling I had worked very hard to overcome –
that I was a burden that I couldn’t keep up, that I was holding my
family back. Really yucky thoughts that stemmed from when I was so
injured I needed help dressing.
I was shocked that what I thought I healed returned with such a
vengeance. Because I was so tired and energetically done, I felt all
those emotions so deeply. I couldn’t even process it, I just became
lost in the feelings and felt myself sinking.
After a good cry and a nap to restore my energy field I went into
meditation to get straight within myself. I found myself standing in
what looked like a bus terminal and I found myself staring at a version
of me sitting on a bench. This version is the one that felt all those
deep, painful emotions of being a burden and a loser. I immediately
went to her and talked to her, telling her it was ok that we can heal
this. This was how I had healed so many pieces of myself.
She looked at me and smiled and told me no. She explained that I had
tried to heal this time and time again and it was time to let it go, to
let her go. I immediately went into telling her how I could not abandon
her, that I could integrate her into all that I (we) are. She told me to
turn around and what I saw was a beautiful golden opening. She told me
that I was to go through that opening, move on and leave her. I
protested and she came to hug me, told me to be strong and literally
pushed me through the opening.
I went through the portal feeling the energy rush through my system. I
came out the other side where my highest-self was standing. She told me
that while healing our aspects is important, not everything can be
healed and integrated. Some things need to be left behind. I told her
that I thought that part of the journey was to be completely whole
within. She said it is, but it is being whole with our soul and all that
keeps us from that must go. I sat with this knowledge and realized how
many of us have been chasing our tails. We have been trying desperately
to heal our damaged aspects, when there may be pieces that simply need
to be released so that we may move forward.
When we have honestly understood the emotions these pieces have held
and have worked to integrate them without success it is time to leave it
behind. It is not spiritual bypassing to leave behind what no longer
works once it is understood.
For those that this resonates with, take a moment and think about the
things you need to leave behind. Honor them, love them and then let
them go.
Sending you all so much love as we step into who we are. Take care of you!
Jenny Schiltz
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