Showing posts with label Self-Doubt. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Self-Doubt. Show all posts

Saturday, February 14, 2015

What you all really want is to be loved, unconditionally. 02/13/2015 by John Smallman





What you all really want is to be loved, unconditionally.
02/13/2015 by John Smallman


Saul Audio Blog for Friday February 13th



As the energy of the divine field of Love continues to intensify all across the planet, bringing enormous changes to how you perceive one another, expect world peace now!  Because more than 95% of humanity most earnestly intend for it to materialize it will come into being.  It is your natural state.  War and conflict are not, but have enveloped you because your sense of separation has filled you with fear.


That fear is lifting because so many of you have, over the last several decades, met freely with people from other races, creeds, cultures, and religious faiths and discovered that you have far more in common with one another than you had imagined, and have realized that what divides you is simply fear and distrust of the unknown.  And you now see that that is not something you need to fear.  The unknown is yourself, the shadow side that has been buried and denied by every single human being, the normal desires and feelings that being human entails.


What you all really want is to be loved, unconditionally, and in your separated state you have closed down your awareness that you are eternally and unconditionally loved by God Who is Love.  That is what separation means – a strongly felt absence of Love! Separation itself is unreal!


The love that the vast majority of humans experience is always conditional, and that is not Love.  The result is that there is not one amongst you who has not at some stage felt deep within themselves a sense of abandonment, of worthlessness, and that is so intensely painful that you have had to bury it and deny it.


Even those of you who are consciously following a spiritual path based on God’s infinite and unconditional Love for all of creation, do, like all others, experience that sense of abandonment, of worthlessness.  We in the spiritual realms, no longer trapped in form, keep reminding you, through those loving souls who act as channels or go-betweens twixt humanity and the spiritual realms – Reality – that your underlying sense of worthlessness, of not good enough is utterly unwarranted.


As divine creations of an infinitely loving God none of those anxieties and self-doubts are, or ever were or could be, in any way valid.  Love is everything that exists, there is nowhere beyond or outside of Love, and as we keep telling you Love is always without conditions of any kind.  And every single one of you is held securely and eternally within the field of divine Love.


You have an old saying “all is fair in love and war,” (The proverb “All is fair in love and war” has been attributed to Lyly’s Euphues, published in 1578).  And many of you have at times fought for the love of another thinking that it was “the honorable thing to do,” because you thought it showed that you were serious, and that the one for whose love you fought would thereby be impressed.  That attitude led to and encouraged war – “love of country,” a political slogan to divide and conquer, “love of God” a religious slogan with the same aim.


Humanity’s interpretation of love and its apparent meaning has caused untold suffering over the eons, but that insane interpretation has been slowly unraveling, mainly as a result of the increased amount of questioning that self righteousness and dogma have been exposed to over the last few hundred earth years.


Initially to question “authority” was severely frowned upon, mainly by those who considered themselves to be the authorities.  But, more recently, the slogan “question all authority” has gained an unstoppable and irresistible momentum, leading to whistleblower’s revelations about the endemic corruption worldwide that those in positions of worldly power have engaged in and kept hidden from the populace for eons.


Lust has been mistaken for love for a very long time, and because of the intensity of that feeling and desire – for sex, property, money, or power (all of which can become irresistible addictions, and, of course, all addictions are simply desperate calls for Love) – it has tended to override and in fact crush or bury the normal feelings of honesty and integrity which are absolutely essential in relationships of any kind and at any level.


You were all created free by God.  You then used your freedom to build the illusion – an unreal place of severe limitation – immersed yourselves in it, learned to believe that it was real, and then almost convinced yourselves that it was the only reality.  Some of your scientists are still working very hard to prove that that is indeed the case!


As more and more people began to claim their freedom to think and behave as they chose, instead of being controlled by the authoritarian mores imposed on them by religion and society, respect for the rights of individuals to live freely and unjudged, following whatever personal lifestyles suited them, has grown.  The understanding of the meaning of the word “free” has also grown, and so has the understanding that “to love is to set free.”


It is this growing awareness throughout humanity, although frequently not yet clearly expressed, that Love is your nature and that Love is the only solution to any issues or problems, that is leading you forwards towards your awakening with such rapidity.  That moment is close.


The wondrous effects that the Tsunami of Love is bringing about all across the world are quite amazing, and all of you are aware of at least some of them.  When doubts arise within you about Reality, Love, God, the divine Source, and the plan for humanity’s imminent awakening, remind yourselves of the occurrences or events of which you are aware that prove conclusively for you that you are not being misled, that you are not insane.


Ask for a Love squeeze from your favorite saint, angel, the divine Mother, Jesus, or to whomsoever it is that you address your worries and concerns.  Expect to be comforted, to feel the Love that envelops you, and you will.  Even the slightest or faintest impression or sensation you experience is the result of your call to us and of our instantaneous response.  You are never alone, forgotten, or abandoned, it is just your immersion within the illusion that produces that sensation.


Continue to hold the intention for yourselves and for humanity to awaken.  You are on Earth at this moment to do just that.  You knew that you would find it very difficult at times because the illusion seems so dark, so impenetrable.  But you also knew that you could not and would not fail because you are never alone as you hold your brilliant Light on high, showing the way to so many who, without your Light and your Love, would have given up.  On Earth, as humans, you really can have no idea of the immensity of your power and how it is spreading constantly across the world bringing hope, comfort, and yes, certainty, to so many who would otherwise succumb to the numbing unbelief that the illusion feeds on.


You are all divinely honored, blessed, and filled with Grace in every moment, and the task you have set yourselves under God’s constant guidance will be achieved exactly as God intends. No other outcome is remotely possible.


With so very much love, Saul.

Saturday, February 7, 2015

You Are Needed | The Creator Writings



<3 thanks, I needed the reminder…


Originally posted on The Creator Writings:


You Are Needed | The Creator Writings






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Whenever you are feeling doubtful about who and what you are and
will become know that The Universe knows your love, your light, your
energy. You are needed; you were called into service and responded to that call.
You are here, you are alive and you are making a difference. ~ Creator

Monday, January 12, 2015

Your Angel Messages for January 12 - 18, 2015 with Doreen Virtue



Your Angel Messages for January 12 - 18, 2015 with Doreen Virtue
Here are your angel messages for this week:

~ Alchemy
~ Self-Forgiveness
~ Play Time


This is a big week where you finally begin working on an important project, and it goes great! You wrestle with and heal some self-doubts, but ultimately you are learning how to take better care of yourself. You've got a great grasp of putting your dreams into action, and lightening up on former heaviness. You even balance this week with some fun playtime. Overall, an intense yet excellent week!

Notes about the video: Doreen is working with the Magical Mermaids and Dolphins Oracle Cards, available at bookstores worldwide. You can also tree the iPhone or iPad app of these cards for free for one week at: http://goo.gl/Mp5Nzl

Joining Doreen in the video are Zeus, Michael's Great Pyrenees 4-month-old puppy; Carob the black Pomeranian; Hope the Papillion; and Percy and Gwen cats from the Humane Society.

Doreen is wearing an eco-friendly dress and scarf from Threads4Thought.com

To watch the entire reading and/or for a free subscription to be notified by email when new readings are posted (usually the day before they're posted on Facebook), please visit:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FatybYImEW4

Monday, December 1, 2014

NorthPoint Astrology Journal December 1 to 7, 2014 by Pam Younghans



NorthPoint Astrology Journal by Pam Younghans
December 1 to 7, 2014
Highlighted Aspects:MON: Saturn sextile Mars; TUE: Chiron semisquare Mars; WED: Uranus sesquisquare Saturn; THU: Jupiter trine Venus, Uranus trine Sun, Mars enters Aquarius; FRI: Chiron square Sun, Uranus trine Mercury; SAT: Chiron square Mercury, Full Moon 4:26am PST



AS WE NAVIGATE the planetary aspects that are working with us over the coming week, we need to keep in mind that the influence of the Pluto-Uranus square is building again. The two planets will be exactly square (90 degrees apart) on December 14 -- just two weeks from today.


Since we've already had five exact squares, we are almost getting used to the instability that corresponds with this Pluto-Uranus combo. I say "almost," because most clients these days are asking "when do we get back to normal life again?"


I do think there will eventually be a new status quo, but if the planets succeed in their work, that new reality will look very different than what we considered "normal" back in 2011, before the Pluto-Uranus square began. But, I'm getting ahead of myself, since that's more of a conversation about 2015 and beyond ...


THIS WEEK is a bit of a rollercoaster, with several easy aspects interspersed with challenging ones. It makes it difficult to speak in terms of an overall theme for the week, so forgive me if today's Journal seems a bit disjointed -- on the other hand, perhaps we can use that lack of focus as a hint about the week ahead.


We start off with a strong sense of our own capabilities on Monday (Saturn sextile Mars), but by Tuesday we can find ourselves reverting to old patterns of insecurity (Chiron semisquare Mars). This leads us into Wednesday, when we struggle between choosing the "safety" of holding on to the outmoded systems of the past vs. being willing to take that risks that are involved in embracing the new (Uranus sesquisquare Saturn).


THURSDAY looks like the most supportive day of the week, both for being open to change (Uranus trine Sun) and for generally enjoying life and other people (Jupiter trine Venus). Mars also changes signs on Thursday, leaving conservative Capricorn and moving into freedom-loving Aquarius. This subtle shift can help us take new roads instead of continuing to follow the same track that we've been on.


Friday is another glass-half-full/glass-half-empty kind of day. Chiron squares the Sun, bringing forward self-doubts that need healing before we can make significant progress. The Uranus-Mercury helps us break free from old thought patterns and opens our minds to receive the gifts of higher consciousness -- but the Chiron-Mercury square on Saturday means we may need to heal our trust in the Universe before we completely allow in the new information.


THE FULL MOON on Saturday is in Gemini, so hopefully will help us find the clarity we've been searching for all week. Mercury, the Sun, and Ceres all oppose the Moon, emphasizing the need to nurture ourselves by choosing thoughts that are positive and supportive.


The Sun is aligned with "the Great Attractor" at the time of the Full Moon. As with many objects in space, there is a lot of scientific and astrological conjecture about what this Great Attractor is and how it affects us.


Here's what astrologer Philip Sedgwick tells us about the Great Attractor in The Soul of the Sky, part of his CD set, The Galactic Trilogy:


    "The enormous gravity of the Great Attractor actually bends light around it. It bends the light so much, that a glimpse of what is behind it can be taken. This quality of gravitational lensing provides clear behind-the-scenes insights, while simultaneously offering other refractive illusions."


In other words, the Great Attractor provides energies of both great insight and great illusion. It is helpful that we have the Moon in Gemini to anchor the logical side of the equation. Perhaps this Full Moon will provide us with just the right balance of higher-dimensional information and concrete, this-world knowing, so that we can utilize the higher-level insights we gain in productive ways.


IT'S FASCINATING, given this information about the Great Attractor, to now read the Sabian symbol for Saturday's Full Moon:


    Two Dutch children talking to each other, exchanging their knowledge: The need to clarify one's experience through actual contacts with like-minded individuals.

Here's an explanation of the meaning of this symbol, by astrologer Dane Rudhyar:


    "Transcendent experiences and supernormal faculties must be tested and clarified through the use of normal and collectively tested means of communication. In old tribal cultures, one person's "great dreams" were accepted as valid and acted upon only if another person had a similar dream. The need for objectivity must be met."


Given all of this, it sounds like our best option now is to be open-minded, but to verify and validate before we take action on the information we receive.

~~~


I'VE SPENT this holiday weekend creating the monthly calendars that will be part of the slideshow for my teleclass in January -- which gives me the perfect opportunity to let you know about a new feature for this class!


For the first time, before the teleclass airs, we'll be sending out a pdf of the calendars (with planetary aspects) to everyone who registers. That way, you can print out copies of the calendars and write notes on them when you join us for the class on January 8 (or listen to the replay later).


(My thanks to the class participant who requested that option -- it's a great idea!)


If you're ready to sign up for the class, here's the link:
http://pam2015.eventbrite.com
And, here's the full description if you'd like to learn more:


At the Door of a New Age
Your astrology guide for January to June 2015


A 90-minute teleclass with Astrologer Pam Younghans and Wellness Educator Elsie Kerns


Thursday, January 8, 2015
Live broadcast: 4pm PST | 5pm MST | 6pm CST | 7pm EST
Also available by download after class airs | Fee: $25


THE FIRST 6 MONTHS OF 2015 hold enormous potential for spiritual growth and creative change, as the planets challenge each of us to make a quantum leap in some area of our lives.


We’ve been working with the transformative energies of the ongoing Pluto-Uranus square for 3 years now. By the end of 2014, we will have experienced the exact aspect 6 times. But in each of those exact aspects, either Pluto or Uranus has been retrograde, leaving us to balance the need to resolve issues from the past with a strong desire to leap into the future.


March 16, 2015 is the date of the 7th and final exact square between Pluto and Uranus – and on that date, both planets will be in forward motion. In other words, it’s all systems go, full speed ahead!


In this 90-minute teleclass, I’ll explain more about what this final Pluto-Uranus square means, and how it relates to the title of the class, “At the Door of a New Age.” I’ll also talk about other exciting and potentially life-changing events in the first 6 months of 2015:


  • The highly-energized line-up of planets in mid-March, which sees Mars aligning with Uranus and both planets trine Jupiter, right before the final Pluto-Uranus square – and just days before an eclipse and the solstice
  • The Total Solar Eclipse on March 20 in the very last degree of the zodiac (29 degrees of Pisces), indicating a time of completion and the need to release old definitions of spirituality
  • The Total Lunar Eclipse on April 4 that activates more events related to the Pluto-Uranus-Mars-Jupiter line-up in March
  • The first months of Saturn’s transit through Sagittarius, and its return to Scorpio on June 14


I’ll also cover the significance of the New and Full Moons for each month, as well as Mercury’s retrograde phases, and other highlights of the first half of 2015. As before, the slideshow will include monthly calendars showing the most important planetary aspects.


I hope you can join us, either "live" as the class airs, or by download afterward!


To register: http://pam2015.eventbrite.com


Blessings,


Pam

Photo: Auroras over Russia on November 28, 2014 (credit: Трифонова Любовь, posted on SpaceWeather.com)