Warning:
I’m still raw from the sudden illness and death of my cat and haven’t
fully stabilized yet, not that most of us are doing so great at
stabilizing ourselves from everything that’s happened and will continue
to happen. Because of all this and more, this article may contain some
serious cursing, heartbreak sobbing from one sentence to the next,
general frustrations and sadness shifting suddenly into abrupt joy and
excitement caused by Higher Awareness Knowings, all of which will
hopefully be explained clearly enough by myself below. Hopefully, but
maybe not. I need more sleep, rest and releasing. Thanks for
understanding.
I don’t need to say how unbelievably
miserable, shocking, painful, unnerving, frightful and downright
traumatic life and reality has been since November 8, 2016, election day
here in the USA. If you’re a Sensitive/Empath, you FELT (yes, in caps!)
massive waves of repeated emotional shock, disbelief, pain, fear,
anger, confusion and sheer panic from the human masses in the USA and
around the world, and it continues and will increase as this American
Brexit-like change becomes increasingly conscious in more people around
the globe. Problem is that the masses aren’t consciously aware that all
this chaos, negativity, blatant hustle, ugly revelations of what’s
always been hidden in darkness and silence until now and wild changes
have a positive causation behind them — that being highly compressed
evolution. Many times the “monsters” are used to get The Higher Job Done,
which in this case is to force humanity to wake up very quickly, and
the “monsters” aren’t consciously aware of it due to their monumental
egos, narcissism, limited awareness, delusions of grandeur and other low
imbalances, illnesses, weaknesses and consciousness.
There’s “disclosure”, which many have
demanded from governments for decades, and then there’s real full-blown,
ugly and suddenly in-everyone’s-face type disclosure and that’s
what humanity suddenly has now. You can’t demand or expect that only
the specific bits and pieces be “disclosed” that you want in exactly the
ways you expect them (UFOs, ETs and other related things), not during
the Ascension Process. No, this is all-inclusive, high low, throw in the
kitchen sink spiritual disclosure and it’s not what
most were hoping for or expecting but is light-years beyond and is
utterly necessary for mass humanity. They need to consciously know so
they’ll redirect themselves towards evolving now. Things are so much
easier to do and change when you honestly know how profoundly horrible,
dark and evil they’ve actually been all along.
One of the main things I’ve been concerned about for myself over these evolutionary Ascension years is if I’d be able to not
be affected by other people’s emotional energies when major things like
what we’re fully in now happen. Most
Forerunners/Starseeds/Wayshowers/Indigos were born Sensitive/Empathic
(and much more) and have—like it or not—always felt humanity and their
emotional energies. For the sake of our sanity and health we’ve had
to learn how to not be run-over, derailed or broken by other people’s
lower frequency emotional energies just because we can feel them.
Decades ago I could barely stand the
period from Friday evening through Sunday evening because of beliefs the
masses held (and many still do) about those hours and days and the
almost mandatory “partying” — getting drunk, high, laid or whatever that
people were hellbent on achieving every weekend because… because…
because it was what everyone did! Repulsive herd mentality.
Same with Summer here in the USA and “vacation” time and beliefs that
goes with that. Next were the primary “holidays” here, all of which are
war and/or religion related. It has not been easy or pleasant living
amidst this constant stream of lower consciousness and reality that the
unaware and unthinking masses endlessly produce.
What we’re in now is 1,000 times more
intense and many have been flattened, shell-shocked, emotionally
traumatized by the onslaught of other people’s emotional energies in
November 2016. You realize there’s much more to come right? This means
the Forerunners have to get ourselves up out of the muck yet again and
get back to Higher Work shining the NEW Light that is us while the
patriarchy devours itself for all to finally see in this global reality
show. Often being a Lightwarrior is far easier than maintaining 5D
HighHeart centered life while the old world and consciousness around you
descends even farther into negativity and darkness. This is
the Separation of Worlds and it’s very visible physically now. Much of
it now has to do with those same human masses I was complaining about
earlier, very quickly waking up and evolving into something they’ve
never even known was possible before November 2016. That is some major
evolution happening very quickly and the Forerunner Sensitives and
Empaths are and will continue to feel humans and what they’re going
through so get back to your HighHeart center and stay there as best you
can. Easier said than done sometimes I certainly understand but it’s
what we’ve got to do for ourselves, for them, for Gaia, for everything
and everyone everywhere. We are the Living Embodied Light and we help
stabilize and anchor during profoundly extreme times and shifts like
what we’re in now and will be throughout 2017.
Having said all that great sounding stuff I want to share with you how my 11½ year-old Ascension buddy and best physical friend cat
began his physical death process on November 8, 2016, election day, and
died on November 16th. Like humanity freaking out that day over the
presidential win wasn’t enough. So much for maintaining HighHeart in the
eye of the storm for me. Good god almighty this has been the longest 9 days (yes, 9 energies of Completion lasting 9 days)
from November 8–16th out of time Zero Zone experience with nearly every
fucking minute lasting half an eternity and being emotionally and
physically, heart and body painful to the extreme. I’ve worked to stay
conscious through all this plus not steer it one way or another but let
it unfold while I discerned, as honestly as I could under these highly
emotional conditions, what was best for my cat and myself now. This was a
9 energy test/transition for me in so many ways.
My cat was dying because it was time for
him to do so, but how I dealt with it and what I learned from it all
was/is as valuable as our 11½ years together were. This little feline
guy has literally been at my side since Spring 2005, and he’s been
attacked by Team Dark multiple times right along with me. He’s been my
physical Ascension buddy and partner and I’m glad he exited at the end
of these 9 energies of 2016, to have a good long and
much-deserved rest and play elsewhere. Our relationship was appropriate
from early 2005 through 2014, but I’ve known that after his two strokes
in early 2015 (5–6 months after my Mom had her stroke in August 2014),
that I could Care-give them both for only so long before it took a toll
on me and/or interfered with or diminished my Forerunner work. I knew
the cat would exit before my Mom, but he and I still had to live and die
through all that. What a time it’s been since the start of 2014…
The point I’m trying to make is that because we’re at the threshold of the last 9 yearlong cycle at
the end of 2016, and the start of a totally NEW higher evolutionary
spiral in January 2017, a lot more people, pets and everything else like
companies, systems etc. will suddenly be dying/exiting and no more. Do
your best with their sudden leaving and get back in the Ascension saddle
as quickly as you can Forerunner because you and your abilities are
needed now so very much. The crying continues and will for a while
because our fur friends are so, so special, especially these Ascension
companions. What Lightwarriors of Love and loyalty they have been for
Forerunners and those awakening during such difficult and dangerous
times.
Wait, crying again, can’t see the computer screen…
Physical sounds have been very Zero
Zone-ish recently meaning what I’ve heard sounds to me to be highly
amplified and slightly distorted in some unusual ways. Space, distance,
travel speed etc. has sounded (and been) unnatural again, indicating
we’re moving into another NEW area physically and energetically. Also
I’ve been clairvoyantly Seeing flashes of human and nonhuman faces and
bodies and other strange beings from across time and space. Some very
weird-looking beings and many of them really pissed off! We’re most
definitely transitioning between the last 9 at a lower level and the NEW 1 at
a higher level and it’s drawn in some very strange beings and
creatures, both positive and negative into this unusual space we’re
traveling through. I’m too exhausted at the moment to give much of a
shit one way or the other however. I suspect that’s a positive thing
considering how emotionally beat-up I’ve been since November 8th over my
cat exiting in super slow motion—in addition to the political
patriarchal shit-show insanity and most of humanity reacting to it.
What did everyone think or expect the
downfall of the patriarchy was going to look like and be and how did you
think the unaware folks would react to it all? Some people want big
change but much bigger change is what they’re going to get and not for
the reasons or through the people they believed would bring it.
Sometimes some people’s “heroes” or “leaders” etc. are just the physical
vehicles to collapse what needs to disappear altogether because its
time and structures have Expired. The trump chump crew needs to do
exactly what they are to
Weird amplified sounds. Intrusive
never-before-seen other dimensional beings popping in suddenly to have a
look-see and feel at me/us here. My body and heart/chest/spine at the
heart area hurting terribly due to periods of intense kitty mourning and
it letting me know that living with an expanse of high and low is not
good because the energetic gap is way too much. Severe physical and
emotional exhaustion causing need to sleep/nap/rest and be motionless
because we’re in profound transition now. Feeling, Seeing, Hearing
multiple dimensions, realities and beings all crammed up next to each
other and humanity as the old world and reality enters accelerated Descension and the rest enter accelerated Ascension. Just
that’s bound to feel, look, sound and be rather weird and unusual at
times. Have you noticed the great increase in Angelic activity recently
too? The higher levels and dimensions are as busy, chaotic and yet
perfect in all this too but occasionally it feels rather unnerving down
here to See Angelic Beings hustling to keep up with so much change
everywhere.
I’ve seen the number combination of 1 0 0 1 constantly this month. It’s not 10:01 as in time, but in 0 representing the Zero Zone space after the 9 energies of Completion and before the start of the 1 energies of
New Beginnings (January 2017) on a higher evolutionary spiral of
existence. Combine all this and it’s no wonder we’re exhausted, excited,
dazed and amazed, achy both physically and emotionally, perceiving NEW
stuff and beings and much more.
As painful and exhausting as it can be
when something or someone in your personal life dies and is physically
gone, understand that this too is part of the ongoing changes we’re all
going through. If they need to exit, let them and love them for the gift
they were in your life. None of us can live in the past now in any way
and this can and usually does take some sudden and unexpected
manifestations in all of our lives so be prepared to let go of even
more. This transition is huge and not all will remain in-body to go
through it and that’s perfect. There’s been times when I’ve wondered if I
was going to be able to remain in this Denise body and ride this thing
to the other side. I think we’ve all had moments when we’ve thought this
about ourselves and that’s perfect too.
What a ramble this has been and I’m sorry
but I’m not here nor there but in the in-between, the Zero Zone,
participating in the release of the old in preparation for NEW fires and
connections to be fully lit in our HighHearts and Souls. What does it
look like and feel like when your Higher Self and your Lower Self merge
in a physical body? We’re finding out as I write this so don’t throw the
towel in at this point!❤
Denise
November 17, 2016
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