John Smallman: Peace and happiness are found by being your true Self.

John Smallman: Peace and happiness are found by being your true Self.
05/23/2015 by John Smallman


Saul Audio Blog for Saturday May 23rd.


Humanity’s journey through the illusion has been long and arduous.  You have all spent many lifetimes trying to find your way Home.  As you know from personal experience much suffering is undergone as you search for love and are betrayed or abandoned by those who you would relate to with love.  It often seems that life is not meant to be either happy or enjoyable, but more likely a path that involves much pain and suffering.  And those who lead so-called “good lives” are just as likely to suffer as anyone else.  There appears to be little point in behaving well for it seems to make absolutely no difference, as the rewards available within the illusion often seem to be awarded to those least worthy to receive them.


The illusion is an insane environment.  It was built collectively to enable you to separate yourselves from your divine Source, and to access that unreal state, Love, your true nature, had to be excluded.  But of course you all desperately want to love and to be loved, and so you seek love from one another . . . endlessly.


The illusion is truly a most confusing place in which you can never find that which you are endlessly seeking – Love – because It has been excluded, shut out.  What passes for love is often behavior driven by guilt, fear, or low self-esteem.  So please know that you were created perfect, that nothing can change that, and that your apparent abilities and competences, or lack of them, as experienced as you live life in the illusion are just illusory limitations.  They are but tools that you can use to demonstrate to yourselves that the illusion is illusory, unreal.


As you have so often been told God is Love, and God contains within Himself all that exists, all of his divine creation.  That concept makes absolutely no sense when you are confined within the illusion and therefore severely limited by the restrictions it places upon your intelligence and upon your ability to understand what God is in any meaningful way.


The idea in building it was to construct something extremely limited because that was the only way that apparent separation from God, from your divine Source could be achieved.  Separation from God is impossible, but an imaginary or unreal place of separation was possible, and that is what you built.  It is indeed a terrifying and nightmarish place or situation.  Fortunately you will awaken from it!  God’s Love for you is utterly beyond your ability to imagine or conceive of, consequently when you chose “to leave Home” He instantly provided the means for your return, for your awakening.


All that you need do is to stop trying to find your own way because there isn’t one.  The only way Home is God’s way, and you find that by releasing your hold on fear, anger, resentment, and judgment, and by embracing forgiveness.  Forgiveness is the antidote to the illusion, the solvent in which it is dissolved, and it has been available to you ever since you entered into the illusion.  In Heaven, In Love, in God, there is no need for forgiveness as there is nothing to forgive, there nothing exists that is not in perfect harmony and alignment with Love, your natural state, the state that in truth you have never left because there is nowhere else.


The fact that you exist proves that you are One with God, and therefore with each other.  But the state of separation you appear to inhabit insists that this not the case, it insists that the opposite is true, that you are separate, alone, and insignificant.  And so you have spent eons in confusion looking for something that cannot be found outside yourselves.


God is in you as you are in God.  However, the nightmare that you conceived of and built, due to the limitations that you made an essential part of it, has effectively placed a veil, a curtain, or a shield between you and You, between you and God, between you and Reality.  It is made of your choice to see separation as real, dangerous, and constantly threatening your lives, and in an environment like that there is no room for trust, for honesty, for integrity, or for Love.


The more deeply you attempt to engage with the illusion the more real it appears to be and the more suffering and betrayal you experience.  You engage with it by judging it, and either trying to improve it by changing it, or taking advantage of it and seeking power over others.  It does seem to offer enormous possibilities to those who choose to be sufficiently savage and unrestrained to attempt to control and run it as they see fit by fear and force of arms.  While those of you who pray for world peace are constantly being reminded of the intense and unjustifiable suffering that so many are undergoing all across the world.


However, no one is in the “wrong place!”  Everyone on Earth is a dearly beloved child of God, everyone has already received everything from God, and that includes free will and the freedom to choose which path they will follow when they incarnate as a human in the illusion.  No one has been “short-changed.”  This does not mean that the suffering that someone undergoes during an earth life is in any way justified, or is a well-deserved punishment for misbehavior in a previous incarnation.


Everyone incarnate as a human on Earth has made a spiritually guided choice to embark on a series of learning experiences best suited to their individual needs.  No one on Earth can know why another is following a particular path.  All anyone can do, and it is the most appropriate course of action to follow, is to offer love, honesty, and compassion to everyone with whom they interact, and if they feel they have been hurt or offended then to offer forgiveness.


Remember that there is a spiritual purpose in every meeting, in every interaction, and in every relationship.  Whether its meaning becomes apparent to you is not of great importance, the important part of being human is to practice being loving, compassionate, and forgiving in every situation in which you find yourselves so that you learn your own lessons and let go of any aspects of yourselves that are unloving; aspects that are in fact unhelpful self-sought attachments helping to hold you hostage to the illusion.


Love practiced honestly and with integrity, as opposed to conditionally or manipulatively, brings peace, healing, and joy.  Any other form of loving is not worthy of the name, and always results in pain.  If you will make the intent to practice loving behavior in all your thoughts,words, and actions, and if you will keep reaffirming that intent, then your life will flow more easily, encouraging you to keep reaffirming that intent.  You have probably noticed that those who behave lovingly are generally far happier than those who are forever finding fault, with themselves, with others, or with the world in general.  And that is because your true nature is Love.  Peace and happiness are found by being your true Selves, by loving and forgiving, and by letting go of judgment, resentment, and hatred, and that, of course, is being true to Yourselves.  It is also your path to awakening.


Never forget that there is nothing you can do to make God withdraw His Love from you, or in any way alter His feelings for you.  His Love surrounds you in every moment of your eternal existence.  Without It, and that is impossible, your existence would cease, because It is the Source of your life.  You are One with God, and that knowledge is to become most brilliantly manifest, filling you with immeasurable joy.


With so very much love, Saul.

You are all powerful beyond your wildest dreams, and therefore so are your intentions. 03/15/2015 by John Smallman

You are all powerful beyond your wildest dreams, and therefore so are your intentions.
03/15/2015 by John Smallman

Saul Audio Blog for Sunday March 15th


We acknowledge your understandable impatience as you wait to experience the event that has been foretold and promised for quite some time now, the event that will commence with your awakening into your natural and fully conscious state, and lead you into awareness of your harmonious, inseparable, and joyous Oneness with God. It is inevitable that you awaken because you cannot remain asleep when you are being called so lovingly to awaken. And you are most certainly being called, nudged, and jostled towards that wondrous state.


Renew your intent to awaken every time a thought of awakening occurs to you, because you do sometimes allow your doubts, which are part of the illusion, part of your human condition, to subdue that intent. When that happens the illusion becomes more real to you, drawing you more deeply into it and thus strengthening your doubts about awakening into Reality, and thus intensifying its apparent hold on you.


You are firmly set on the path forwards, homewards towards Reality where you do have your eternal and uninterrupted existence in the Presence of Source, the loving Father Whose joy was most exuberantly expressed by creating you to share an everlasting life of wonder with Him.


Your dissatisfactions and disappointments with life in the illusion are basically due to your sense of aloneness, of separateness and your constant unsatisfied desire to be loved and be one with God. You seek satisfaction in relationships with other humans, and while they can be deeply satisfying they are never enough because your true nature is Oneness with God, and that cannot be experienced in human form because His enormous energy would cause instant disintegration of your bodies.


The energy fields of your human bodies are very weak, you could say that they provide hardly any energy at all, and they just could not withstand the power that combining with the divine Source would entail. Very few of you have not at some time had an electric shock from a faulty electrical appliance, and you know how unpleasant that is. However, it is almost as nothing compared to what would flow through you if you were connected directly to the local electric grid that powers your home, and in doing so reduce you to ashes. And the power of that grid is as nothing compared to the output of a nuclear power station, whose output is as nothing compared to the sun at the center of your solar system. And that is as nothing compared to the infinite Power of Love that supports and maintains you eternally.


Your human bodies, as you have so often been told, were constructed to provide an experience of severe limitation, a sense of smallness and separation, indeed a sense of almost utter insignificance in comparison to the universe in which you find yourselves. A state of being as far from Oneness with God as you could imagine, so that you could engage in your games of separation from your Source. But in truth you are far, far larger than the universe in which it seems to you that the world on which you live is located.


You have placed yourselves in an unreal environment that seems to have the power to consume or destroy you with ease at any moment, but it is a place that is so unreal and so small that when you awaken you will be amazed at the fear and horror it caused you. You made it, and you made it very convincing because, being One with God, you have infinite power to produce anything you can conceive of, but because you made it a place of limitation it is in fact quite tiny. And your bodies, with which the vast majority of you quite naturally identify, were conceived of purely as weak temporary vehicles with which you could explore the illusion and play within it.


If you will focus on the Truth that you are One with God, and powerfully intend to awaken to awareness of that state – you are all powerful beyond your wildest dreams, and therefore so are your intentions – you will feel the Tsunami of Love enveloping you, and you will know that you are divinely loved in every moment. That knowing will give you the strength to release all your doubts as you hold your Light on high in response to that knowing, and it is your Light that is lighting the way for those who seem to be most deeply unaware of their divine heritage. You are divine Light bearers and wayshowers and you are absolutely essential to humanity’s awakening process.


Evidence of humanity’s ongoing spiritual evolutionary progress can be seen all across the world as more and more that was hidden from you by those who would retain and strengthen the illusion is released into the public domain by courageous whistleblowers. You have known for a long time that you have been controlled and manipulated by unscrupulous men and women in all the countries of the world; now the ways in which they have achieved that control over you are being revealed, and as that happens their power dissolves.


Power over others can only be maintained in secret, without secrecy there is no power over others, because secrecy always involves deceit and betrayal which cannot occur in the full light of eternal day where there are no secrets because there is absolutely no need of them. Secrets are an aspect of the rules of the games that the illusion supports and encourages.


When you made the collective decision to construct and inhabit the illusion you did not realize how severely its limitations would restrict your abilities to escape from it. It was conceived and built with amazing creative power that you inherited as children of God, but by immersing yourselves in its gravely limiting environment you hid from yourselves the knowledge, the awareness of your true nature.


Wise and loving ones – saints, mystics, and spiritual masters – have repeatedly visited you to help you open into the awareness of your true nature, and finally that awareness is growing throughout humanity. It only requires a relatively small number of you to become aware for your awakening to blossom, because you are all intimately interconnected and what one knows all can know. You can choose not to become aware, but a certain amount of awareness is necessary for you to make that unwise choice, and only a very few who are absolutely, and by their own choice, wedded to the illusion will make it.


The collective choice to awaken has been made by humanity at a very deep level where access to your divine nature, which is forever encouraging you onwards, is more readily available to you. The move from your unbalanced state of spiritual blindness to full awareness of your divine nature is close, and it will not be impeded or affected by that tiny group of recalcitrant ones who choose to remain and maintain the delusions of the illusion in the insane belief that it will continue to give them power over others. In time they too will awaken, but their choice to delay that moment will have no bearing on the choice of the collective, the One divine child of God that you all are.


Let go of all your doubts, open yourselves to the infinite field of Love that surrounds you waiting for you to allow it to embrace and enfold you, and know that your awakening is assured.


With so very much love, Saul.

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You are all spiritual beings, and nothing can change that. 11/23/2014 by John Smallman

Another brilliant message reminding us that how we use our energy and intention is how and what we co-create! Don't buy into the illusion...Light and Love are the new rule. We the People say so! -PB

You are all spiritual beings, and nothing can change that.
11/23/2014 by John Smallman


Saul Audio Blog for Sunday November 23rd


"As all the channels are telling you, the “event” is incredibly close.  Keep holding your Light on high and intend in each moment to be only loving.  You can do it because you are doing it!  And that is why the event is almost upon you.  You, all of you, even those who appear to you as dark, are simply and powerfully bringing it on.  So congratulations are in order, and we are showering them down on you incessantly.  Just be willing to receive them because you truly have earned them.


Do not embrace the gloom and doom that so much of the mainstream media dishes out because that just drains your energy.  Focus on the vast quantity of loving occurrences that are happening daily all across the planet, the stuff the mainstream ignores because it is so boring, YAWN.  They want explosions, and crashes, kidnappings, and other disasters, the more the better, and when you focus your attention there you help to bring them about!


You also add energy to maintain the illusion, and you really do not want to do that, you are in physical form at present to dissolve it, not to support it.  Its time is past and you are on Earth to bring the insane game playing to a terminal conclusion because that is the collective will.  It has always been God’s Will, but He does not control, manipulate, or interfere, He allows.  And now that allowing is paying off, you have all decided to return to Oneness and the infinite joy that state provides.


All bad news is an essential part of the illusion, it is its life blood, and when you pay undue attention to it you are giving it a transfusion.  Over the last few decades, because of the increasing numbers of you who have turned to the Light, to your spiritual paths, and made a point of trying to be loving rather than judging, you have succeeded in bringing about enormous changes all across the world.  The older ones among you only need look back to their childhood to see clearly that tremendous changes for the good of humanity have been happening with increasing frequency since that time in their lives.  It is wonderful!  Be conscious of the wonders that are occurring on your planet because that raises your energy signature to a higher frequency allowing Love to flow you through you more freely, and therefore more abundantly, which is your spiritual task.


You were created with only one purpose, namely to live in constant joy in the company of your Father.  And you did that.  Then you had an idea . . . What if I separated from Him and went off on my own, that would surely give me enormous freedom.  And by imagining it you brought that insane dream of separation in your mind to life and split yourself off into myriad pieces.  And then you fell into a state of horrifying confusion, panicked, and started to play your games of winning and losing – against Yourself! – because of the intense guilt and fear that that unreal state engendered.  It was so terrifying that you decided to enter into a state of deep sleep where you could totally deny your true nature.  And so the unreal state of separation from God became increasingly real to you, and as it did so your fear intensified.


The way out of the fear and terror that nightmares cause is to awaken.  And that, dear ones, is what you are in the process of doing.  There are seductions and enticements that are attempting to draw you back into this nightmare, but the Light within each one of you is now burning far too brightly to be hidden any longer, it is waking you up.  And to awaken is what you have been yearning to do since the separation first occurred.  The intensity of that yearning has finally reached such a vividness, in fact such a fever pitch, that it can no longer be ignored or denied.  You will wake up.


Here in the spiritual realms we have been nudging you, prodding you, and poking you for a very long time, but the depth of your sleep kept you unaware, anesthetized.  Finally the anesthetic, the sleeping draught is wearing off, the sleeper stirs, and awakening will shortly occur.  The sight of you stirring gladdens our hearts, because we have not enjoyed watching you suffer the terrors of your nightmare.


So, as we keep on reminding you, hold your Light on high by being loving in every moment.  When you really focus on that intent it is very effective in helping you to change yourselves from egoic judgmental beings into spiritual beings finding your way Home.  Of course you are all spiritual beings, and nothing can change that, but many have been living egoically for so long that they have utterly forgotten what it means to be spiritual.  It means to be Love in action which is the only action that there is; any other actions are unreal.


As you remember to be loving, and demonstrate Love in action, your energy field changes to reflect and extend that Love to all with whom you connect in any way at all, and so by changing yourselves you are changing the world and dissolving all that is not in alignment with Love.  When you have completed this task that you undertook willingly and enthusiastically eons ago the illusion will be gone . . . Poof!  And you will then find yourselves very much awake, unimaginably awake and alert and filled with the joy that is your natural state, the state in which you were created and from which you have never departed.


With that fabulous prospect to entice you towards wakefulness why would you remain asleep a moment longer?  Children always wake very early on Christmas day, their birthdays, or on other days of celebration because they know that it is to be a most wonderful day, and they cannot wait for it to start.  So, as Jesus said to you seemingly so long ago, although in truth it was only a moment ago, “Unless you become like little children, you cannot enter the kingdom of heaven.”  So do it!  Become like little children, let go of the corruption of the “Ego Games” that have contaminated you and filled you with fear and guilt.  You only have to choose to let go and all that corruption, all that distraction, all that unreal emotional baggage will slip away and you will be left with only your “carry-ons.”  And, because you are moving to a place where all your needs are perfectly understood and provided for, you will shortly be able to release your hold on that irritating carry-on as well, which seems suddenly to have grown far to heavy to carry.  Let it go and awaken!


With so very much love, Saul."