Eliza – Moving Beyond Blame | Blue Dragon Journal
Sometimes when I wake up in the morning, I feel a generalized anxiety
rumbling away in my solar plexus chakra. Fortunately, being aware that
I am empathic and pick up on the feelings of others, I can discount
most of the feelings and consciously work to release what I can for
myself.
Every day it is more and more apparent that the chaos and confusion
is increasing exponentially in our world. Most people do not have the
tools to work with or the knowledge to clear their own bodies. Most
people are not aware that they, themselves, are responsible for some of
the effects that they are feeling. Few receive training in the basic
laws of Universal Law, including the Law of Cause and Effect.
Cause and Effect has been called “karma” by some, but whatever name
it goes by, this law affects all people on the planet, although a few
have escaped its effects until recently through the manipulation of
energies, largely unseen and unfelt by the majority of humanity. We
have been taught to blame others for our circumstances and pain.
Everything that “happens” to us is someone else’s fault… when actually
it is not.
In Lisa Renee’s, of Energetic Synthesis (a website), most recent
article, she explains that when the starseeds and Indigo souls agreed to
incarnate here, we agree to experience and clear the negative energies
that were burdening the planetary body and humanity. We agree to take
on challenging birth families and circumstances, without the knowledge
of our own divine inheritance. Upon birth, we forgot who and what we
were, and had to deal with the negative alien agenda present here to the
best of our innate abilities. Many of us have suffered abuse at the
hands of family members, “friends”, mentors and others. And yet, some
of us have managed to emerge from these experiences and have arrived at a
growing sense of self-love, acceptance and neutrality within our own
hearts.
As a teenager, I was a target for sexual abuse by my own father. It
took me years to realize that I wasn’t to blame for what had happened to
me… and more years beyond that to understand that neither was my
father, entirely. The systems here have been rigged to suppress the
ascension energies in starseeds, Indigos and indigenous human souls.
As
Lisa Renee describes it so succinctly in her lengthy articles, Archonic
energies using artificial intelligence constructs emanating from 4D
have been used against humanity for centuries. Lately, these energies
have been turned up with the design to stave off the inevitable
ascension cycle that the planetary body is undergoing. Unfortunately
for our erstwhile controllers, those who have thrived under the now
crumbling and mostly unseen regime of the Archons, are finally meeting
up with the effects of putting off their personal “karma” upon others…
namely the rest of humanity, the so-called “98%”.
Still, it is the job of every awake person to take responsibility for
clearing up their own energy fields and to deal with the emotions that
arise due to rising frequency levels. Rather than continuing to wallow
in emotional pain, it is up to us to utilize the tools that have been
given to us to clear our own bodies or to obtain the assistance of
qualified energetic healers and spiritual mentors who can guide our
first faltering footsteps towards individual freedom. Yet, each person
is ultimately responsible for discovering the first faint markings of
our own individual path to freedom… the path that will lead us to the
ability to integrate the dark and light within, to heal and release the
pain, to acknowledge our own responsibility for whatever befalls us and
the ability to deal with circumstances in a neutral manner.
As we gain in personal self-awareness, we can rise above the chaos
and confusion and observe it from a place of neutrality. We can also
teach others through our own example, as we maintain a steady course
through the rough waters of emotional outbursts and acting out emanating
from those who have not done any personal clearing. Life will happen
to you; regardless of the amount of personal clearing that you do as we
are also immersed in a sea of collective energies as the whole of
humanity undergoes its collective Dark Night of the Soul. You can only
control or moderate your response to whatever comes upon you.
Those persons who have chosen to numb their feelings through the use
of stimulants, alcohol and recreational drugs will no longer be able to
run away from dealing with the ever-increasing sense of inner tension
and anxiety. Pain unacknowledged will not go away. Personal or
collective karmic burdens will not dissolve without there being
consequences for those who have not striven to clear their own energetic
fields and to arrive at a point of neutrality, compassion and
forgiveness for all that has come forth through their personal
experiences.
I was fortunate to be able to forgive my parent before he passed. He
asked for forgiveness, too, even though he was in the process of losing
his mental faculties. We had always communicated at a certain level
that went beyond being father and daughter in one lifetime. We were
soul family. And when he finally passed beyond the Veil, I felt the
presence of his Soul thanking me for taking care of him in his last
days. Since then, I have striven to forgive myself for what happened,
what I allowed to happen to me. You see, it is most often
self-forgiveness that we need to work on, not forgiving others.
Recent events in my life have brought forth much self-examination as
the deeply buried pain of far older experiences, from this lifetime and
others, again came to the surface for clearing. Yes, I blamed another,
at least initially for what was occurring and that I had to make
adjustments, but now I find myself moving swiftly into an ongoing
process of forgiveness, compassion and unconditional love for whatever
emerges in my world. I have chosen to forgive myself for whatever has
and will emerge for review, clearing and integration. I have chosen to
take responsibility and to extend forgiveness towards any who have
attempted to manipulate or harm me in the past or future… in the ever
present Now.
While I choose now to live now outside of any close interpersonal
relationship, I have the ability to swiftly clear my own energies and to
arrive at a place of neutral observation. My health has improved
greatly in a matter of a few short months and I feel at greater ease
within my own being. As I continue to heal, I hope to expand my
activities to join others and make new friends while continuing to
explore my new surroundings.
Each morning I take into consideration how I feel within and take a
reading on what is flowing through me from the collective. I fully
understand that to move into true self-mastery and to expand my
consciousness beyond 3D, I need to come into full acceptance and
understanding of the part that the dark forces have taken in my life and
that of the planet. While acting in their own interests, these
entities have given humanity the needed drive to break through the
manipulations and evil intent towards world domination and slavery or
destruction of the majority of humanity.
These beings, believing
themselves to be inherently superior to the rest of humanity sought to
control and manipulate the human collective through any means possible.
Their vaunted efforts are of no avail; their centuries-long plans are
being thwarted by the growing self-awareness of human souls of what has
been perpetrated upon them and their ancestors for thousands of years,
through genetic manipulation, wars, pestilence, famine and cruelties.
Yet… at some level, we, as humanity, agreed to these experiences.
Whether you call the experiences of the last several thousand years a
game or a lengthy plot to conquer a planet, the cycles no longer
support the efforts of the dark forces. The Light is overcoming the
dark. Cosmic energies are cleansing the planet of the ill-effects of
centuries of abuse. The planet herself is rising in frequency and as
she adjusts, there are changes in climate, an uptick in volcanic and
earthquake activity and a rise in human reaction and acting out as more
unbalanced individuals use aggression and violence directed towards
others in a misguided attempt to redirect deeply seated feelings of
confusion and stress. The volcanic and tectonic stresses now taking
place across the planetary body are echoed in the violence and
aggression of persons unawakened and unaware of their own unresolved
emotional issues… as well as their desire to escape the consequences of
past actions and as well as desiring to place the blame on others for
whatever has befallen themselves in recent days.
The more resistant you are to becoming responsible for changing and
adjusting your own emotional responses to stimuli and circumstances, the
more likely that events will, at some point, overtake that same
resistance and crush it. Therefore, there is a compelling need for each
person to be willing to go within, acknowledge whatever pain or
unbalance is found and to proceed to do whatever can be done to release,
transform or integrate the energies so balance can be restored. This
is an ongoing process, as the underlying energetic signature is
constantly changing.
As an emphatic, ultra-sensitive being, I am aware that I easily pick
up the energies of others. Where I used to do that when I was a child
in my family situation, I am now aware that I do not need to cling onto
these same energies, but can let them flow through me… or I can clear
the energies through the use of the Violet Flame, the flame of
forgiveness and compassion. With these compassionate energies now being
sent forth, I can affect others in a more positive and uplifting
fashion than before, yet that is not to release these others, who are
mirrors into my own soul, from the responsibility of how they react to
the same energies.
Those who are still asleep and unaware of the effects of energy upon
them might react with great offense in feeling the energies of
compassion being directed towards them as it brings to the surface any
unresolved issues that require clearing by that particular individual.
In short, if the individual in question feels any lack of self-worth and
is still locked into a victim / aggressor mode of emotional patterning,
they will blame you for whatever discomfort arises. It is in their
refusal to move beyond self-afflicted pain that they will continue to
recreate circumstances within their own experience that will continue to
support and bring forth great suffering… primarily due to their belief
that others are to blame.
The belief that others are responsible for anything negative
happening in one’s own life is to resist the need to clean up your own
act. Yes, we are part of a collective hologram; we do affect each other
in very intimate ways. However, each individual has the ability to
come into awareness and control over their “reaction” to whatever
circumstance arrives at their front door or in their face. And
acceptance that your own emotional reaction simply is that, a reaction,
to an outside stimulus, as the labeling of your emotions as “good” or
“bad” tends to create even more confusion, self-blame and potential
projection of this blame upon others.
Arriving at a place of inner balance does not mean that you become an
emotional eunuch, cut off from your emotional center and intuition.
While you can maintain a certain amount of neutrality in the view of
observing the reactions of other people to events, it is more demanding
of your abilities to adapt to circumstance when something challenging
arrives upon your doorstep. This is where constant inner scanning,
meditation, clearing and transforming are required. This is where
self-mastery is a 24/7 “job”, one that never ceases while you remain
embodied in this rapidly changing and demanding environment.
It is our “job” to open our hearts, to become more vulnerable and
open to the world around us, to continually strive to expand our heart
flame and ability to extend compassion and forgiveness towards all that
enters our individual world of experience. It is for this we came to
this world and have striven long, arduous life-journeys through numerous
lifetimes, both as holders of the light within and as light beacons for
those who are now just awakening to what is truly going on upon our
planet, a total destruction and de-construction of the old way of doing
things, while simultaneously there is a deep intuitive creation of a
“new” world of doing and being emanating from a widely diverse portion
of newly awakened humanity.
A willingness to release the conditional response of blaming others
and projecting our inner pain outward is now required of every one who
is committed to walking the path of return, the “Way”, the path of
ascension. Our planet is ascending and while we may be able to a
certain extent ascend with her, sooner or later; at some point personal
responsibility for continued ascension becomes our own duty. There is a
choice here, one that most persons have already made from a soul
level. And now those who are aware of this choice can also stop blaming
those who have chosen to remain asleep during this ascension cycle and
go on with our own work. Moving beyond judgment, of self and of others,
is now required of all who will venture farther upon the Way.
Self-blame or the act of blaming others, will no longer excuse us from
having to deal with our own “karma”.
When we were deeply immersed in the lower densities of 3D, there was a
lengthy time lapse before karma returned, before the imbalance of
energies had to be addressed by any individual or group. Now, as the
planet emerges into the higher vibratory levels of 4D, that time lapse
is rapidly diminishing. For awakened individuals, the energetic return
is immediate and depending on the degree of energy put forth directed to
others, the intensity of return will be heightened. Instant karma is
now very real and that is what is occurring to those who sought to
control humanity. While they understand and have used the Law of Cause
and Effect in the past, now they are experiencing the effects of what
they have put forth in ill-will towards the planet and the rest of
humanity. And this is also the same for any individual who is still in
resistance to the rapid changes and breakdown in human society, from one
that of being controlled, dominated and manipulated through “systems”
and corporate and religious entities, to one of being individually
self-directed from within. It doesn’t which “path” or how long you take
to get there, as ascension is a continuous evolutionary drive that will
carry you forward when the timing is right for you.
Be kind to yourself and others during these chaotic times. Seek
inner peace and understanding and learn to respond in a neutral fashion
to your own emotional reactions as well as those of others. Listen to
your intuition and act accordingly, to the best of your abilities.
Learn to adapt, adjust and let go of all that no longer serves you and
move on and through, with grace and ease, whatever life serves up.
I send blessings and love to all.
Eliza Ayres
©All Rights Reserved, Elizabeth Ayres Escher,
www.bluedragonjournal.com
Suggested Reading: Energetic Synthesis, Lisa Renee; the recently
published book, “The Sophia Code” by Kaia Ra; the books by R. McKenzie,
“Metatron: This is the Clarion Call” and “Metatron: This is the Healing
Book”. The ascension teachings of Jim Self, Sandra Walters, and Lisa
Transcendence Brown are good resources, as well. There are many other
mentors and teachers who have websites available via the Internet. Use
your own discernment to determine what material resonates for you now.
This whole process is learning to open and response to the guidance from
within; in short, you are re-learning to trust and to open to love as
you integrate the Wholeness of your divine Self into your human vessel.
..and so much more!
, because no one can argue the benefits, and the joys, that come along with fulfilling 
