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is another article where I seemingly jump from one unrelated topic to
another and another. They are all connected however and increasingly
revealing our individual Multidimensional, non-linear Selves and
expanding consciousness both in and beyond familiar realities.
As more Forerunners are discovering in 2017, wherever
one of us still has some separation or fragmented aspects of ourselves,
our awareness, beliefs etc., we immediately feel that lack of unity
within ourselves. Like other related topics, this isn’t necessarily
pleasant and yet it’s a very important aspect of what many have been and
are becoming more aware of to a greater degree than ever before, plus
resolving that separation within themselves immediately. This is
mandatory for Forerunners living the Embodiment Process (EP). And no,
not everyone is or will experience the EP in this lifetime and time of
Universal Ascension.
When I say lack of unity, I mean anything
small and seemingly insignificant all the way up to those larger, more
obvious issues and situations. Keep in mind however that with this high
frequency Light here in 2017, every minuscule scrap of everything and
everyone that’s got much less to very little to zero Light within them
or it, stands out like a giant highlighted “sore thumb” to more and more
people finally. In the Light all things are revealed
in each of us, in all people, all systems, beliefs, religions and so on.
Old lower frequency dreams and expectations about life and reality are
evaporating moment by moment in this higher Light. Even to those few
who’ve known more about the evolutionary AP than most, our own current
Embodiment Process continues altering everything, including ourselves,
sometimes hour by hour.
Because humanity has existed for so very long within Duality consciousness,
it’s to be expected that most would continue to think in that old
familiar Duality consciousness way, even with the evolutionary AP and
related topics. We’ve all been guilty of thinking, believing and
expecting that we would go from one state of being, consciousness,
awareness, energy, life and reality to a much higher one instantly.
However, if you’ve lived the AP for a couple of decades already (because
you’re a Forerunner, Pathpaver, Wayshower, Gridworker, Gatekeeper etc.)
you know that this is and always has been a Process we go through step-by-step, layer-by-layer, energy wave-by-energy wave so we and our
physical bodies survive it intact. There is no instant Hollywood
movie-like special effects type shift from a lower frequency and state
of being to a vastly higher one. Without a physical body sure, doing so
is much easier, but with one, not so much. Doing so takes linear time to
do what we’ve done and continue doing, it’s just that now we’re capable
of doing much more, much faster and all of it
simultaneously and Forerunners have been increasingly doing so from the
non-linear “Now Moment” using Spherical consciousness.
Egos Unaware of Their Lack of Awareness
One of the things that’s profoundly
different and vastly more difficult about being a spiritual Teacher now
during the global, cosmic, universal evolutionary AP is the existence of
PC’s and the Internet. On the one hand it’s a huge blessing because
spiritual Ascension Teachers are able to get their spiritual, energetic
AP information out across the globe by merely depressing the Publish button
from the privacy of our homes. Never has it been so fast and easy for
spiritual Teachers anywhere on the planet to get their physical
messages, teachings, updates and ongoing Higher Awareness information
out to more people worldwide thanks to PC’s and the Internet. We’re not
sitting in some Monastery, Temple, Pyramid or ancient Sacred School
where important information is carved into stone or clay tablets or
painstakingly written on sheets of papyrus. No, we’re sitting in our own
homes, alone and unseen for the most part, typing our fingers off as
quickly as we’re capable while living the Ascension and Embodiment
Processes ourselves every second of every day and night for decades now
regardless of how that makes us feel.
The negative side of PCs and the Internet and unaware ego-based humans is the ability to write, say, express anything
about anyone or anything online and remain unseen and protected.
Through PCs and the Internet people can be extremely destructive, lie,
distort, spread distortions and disinformation intentionally and
unintentionally, express negativity and disrespect and hatred at anyone
over anything, preach, shame, blame, guilt, project, attack, disrespect
people, and specifically attack and disrespect spiritual Ascension
Teachers and their works—which in many cases has been free and by donation only online—and on and on by simply clicking a button on their computer screen.
Being stoned to death by groups of people
now takes the form of online stoning through online written attacks,
online verbal bludgeoning, unbelievable disrespect, lack of compassion,
empathy, general human kindness to others, and a huge lack of any Higher
Awareness. Free-reign in other words to do your intentional worst upon
other living human beings online, in front of the world and seemingly
get away with it, or so the human ego smugly believes. This behavior and
consciousness is the antithesis of 5D HighHeart consciousness and
being, not to mention that while they’re stoning you publicly online
through their written words, they honestly believe themselves to be
spiritually advanced and all-knowing. That and so much more is what
spiritual Ascension Teachers have dealt with at our online sites from
the moment we started doing this spiritual energy Ascension Process Work
for those ready to evolve.
I heard someone talking recently in a
video about unity, and based on what he said in it, unity meant getting
together with other people. He was unifying with other people
to spread the word about what’s happening on Earth. I won’t assume to
know what he/they think is happening on Earth because if he/they believe
“Unity” means getting together with other people, he/they’re in for a
big surprise. It was momentarily frustrating to me to hear these two
males (sorry but there’s a patriarchal clue with this like it or not) so
preoccupied with their left brains and external reality and unaware of
or just ignoring their right brains and HighHearts and how all this has
to happen internally. Those who can do, but they do so from their current energetic level or Stair-step. Just
stay in your own lane boys and don’t assume to know what Elder
Forerunners and Forerunners are doing at higher levels because you do
not. Each person has to do the Work themselves internally to gain that knowledge, that Light.
The other day I read a male (extricating oneself from negative patriarchal shackles is not easy and most males have a harder time doing so) stating at his website that if you eat more ‘blue foods’ and ‘cut out alcohol and sugar’
the painful Ascension and Kundalini side effects will go away. Who knew
that all I’ve needed to do for the past twenty years was eat more blue
foods and all the suffering I went through wouldn’t have happened! Oh,
if only that were true, but it isn’t and here’s some reasons why.
Because I’m an Elder Forerunner, Blue Ray
and Volunteer, I’m energetically built differently, as most
Forerunners/Blue Rays/Starseeds/Lightbeings/Volunteers are. We had
to be wired and built a bit differently to do what we Volunteered to
put on physical human body spacesuits and drop a lot of Light just to
get ourselves into the dense old lower 3D negative patriarchal, Team
Dark run physical Earth system. Without as many higher abilities and
tools as we could safely cope with in such density and negativity as
Earth has been, our AP Missions would fail horribly. Because failure was
not an option, we packed on as many higher frequency abilities,tools
and equipment—Higher Awareness, Light, LOVE, multidimensional
connections, multiple backup plans, constant help from Higher Home
Family and Beings etc.—as we could carry in such a negative dense place.
We came in prepared to get the job done in other words, and, we came in
greater numbers than was needed too. That was done because we all knew before we dropped Light and took on density and entered this physical world that many of us would fall by the wayside
once we were immersed in such profound negativity. Zero judgement in
this. We all knew before we left Higher Home what the risks where, and
to help us with that, we came in built differently and with tools to
help us and constant guidance from Home.
Trying to use and project old lower
frequency, lower consciousness 3D beliefs and tools on to people who are
literally built with higher frequency tools and abilities from birth is
pointless, unaware and insulting. We understand why most people think
and believe this way and why you project your limited beliefs on to us
and others but they don’t and will not work for us for the reasons
mentioned above. In addition, they aren’t going to work for you either
because we’ve succeeded in our Missions; we’ve opened the global
cattle-pen gates so humans can more easily and quickly evolve beyond old
negative belief systems.
Lisa Renee just wrote an important blog article about being an Empath and how empaths use their physical bodies differently than non-empatic people. Thank You for it Lisa Renee. ❤ (See link below.)
Because I’ve been an Empath since birth I
often don’t even think of certain things like this because it’s normal
to me. It’s normal to me to read energies from my 360° gut/belly/core
area. It’s normal for me to read certain other energies from higher
locations in my physical and energy body/bodies. Read energies means
to perceive, feel, see, hear, know, sense, discern other levels and
frequencies of energy, of energies in people, groups, places, animals,
Earth, Nature, physical and nonphysical beings and objects, structures,
belief systems, the Collective and more. People don’t play the piano
with their knees, they use their fingers and hands. The same is true
with Higher Awareness and higher abilities; we use different physical
body areas and organs, different energy centers, hormones/chemicals,
areas of the brain, the etheric body, and of course now our HighHearts.
Because Empaths can read energies in
people, places, things and more by using their core/gut/belly/stomach
area, we have a tendency to blow up like balloons in and around the
mid-section, especially so since the start of the Ascension Process and for more reasons than being Empaths. Believe me when I tell you that I’d love to eat some blue foods (blueberries, yum) to magically override the Buddha Belly and certain Empath side effects but it simply does not work like that for us.
Whenever something or someone startles
me, my gut/belly area instantly bloats. If I have a fearful and/or angry
thought for just a moment, my gut/belly area instantly bloats. This is about energy and how different people at different levels of development, ability and awareness
deal with, interact with, respond to, are effected by, perceive, feel,
transmute and move energy/energies. We are multidimensional beings and
because of this we have and use our multidimensional, multiple body
tools and abilities. Like it or not, you’re evolving beyond everything
being only about eating “blue foods” or not eating certain other foods
or standing on your head facing East for hours every day or whatever. This is evolution and
I strongly suggest that you get with the Higher Program and cast-off
your limiting belief shackles people. You cannot treat, fix, heal,
solve, resolve higher frequency situations, side effects and energies
with old 3D lower frequency, lower consciousness beliefs and tools.
I Just Wanna Have A Life Again
Many people have felt like they just want
to go have fun or at least some peace somewhere, somehow, because all
this AP intensity is through the roof in 2017. I can relate and over the
past couple of months I’ve focused more on me than I have in nearly
thirty years. I’ve had to. I’ve wanted to do my best to find some level
of happiness and comfort where I am/where I AM now in 2017,
energetically and physically. I think many Elder Forerunners and
Forerunners have felt this way this year and there’s multiple reasons
why.
Many times I’ve felt I’ve been in some
strange state of mourning the loss of my old familiar 3D life, reality,
self etc. I’m the last person I would have believed would ever feel this
way but at times I have. Humans are so beat down by eons of negativity
that they’ve adapted to and accepted all the horrors, abuse, negativity,
limitations and atrocities done against humanity by human and nonhuman
Team Dark (TD). Humans excel at adapting, which is a positive attribute
unless it’s to continue clinging to those negative atrocities out of
sheer habit, lack of awareness and/or Emotional Body addictions. But
because the Shift (almost every time I type that word I write shit,
which I find funny and telling) is happening now, many more people aware
of the AP and the EP have felt a growing desire and need to relax and
be happy for a change.
We need to do exactly that, relax and be happy. Nonetheless we also need to keep on keepin’ on because the job isn’t done yet, it won’t ever be “done”, but how we’ve done it is ending, changing, evolving
into NEW jobs, NEW Missions, NEW Work, NEW us. Said another way, what
used to make you “happy” has changed because you’ve changed. Before you
get bummed over this you need to admit to yourself that there’s now so
many more NEW, never-been-used crayons in your personal crayon box! You,
me, we all can and need to use them to create NEW images for ourselves
and our NEW lives as NEW beings.
Humans like to dig in and feel secure,
and the AP and EP are extreme opposites to digging in and feeling
secure, which is why Forerunners have felt and feel being both human and
Divine Other, Higher and Lower, physical and nonphysical, old and NEW
while in our physical human Earth bodies. I want to sit, relax and feel
secure, AND I want to get this Ascension and Embodiment Process done
quickly and as elevated as possible for myself and for everyone and
everything else. Give yourself the time to evolve into your NEW
everything where this exhausting sense of duality and constantly
shifting, jumping, juggling between your old lower and NEW Higher Self
and those severely different realities. This change is happening now, in
2017, so release some more as we all discover that this isn’t and
doesn’t need to be two separated things, worlds, levels of being,
awareness and reality anymore. They are becoming ONE because we are
becoming more Unified within ourselves.
Last Week While Driving To The Store…
May 25th I was driving to Wal-Mart when
suddenly my right wrist felt like there was a crucifixion nail through
it. The physical pain was incredible, but much more importantly was that
I instantly knew what it was and began talking loudly
and intensely (borderline yelling) while driving at Team Dark that their
bullshit negative Piscean Age ‘Crucifixion Implants’ to use
another Lisa Renee term, are being permanently removed now. This pain
triggered my anger over this old, carefully designed negativity and how
much pain and suffering it has caused global humanity throughout the Age
of Pisces (and still is today), that when this TD crucifixion pain
erupted (again) in my wrist, I instantly blasted it and them back to
Source. I knew some people in the cars around me could hear me yelling
like an exorcist in my car but I didn’t care. I used that sudden
physical crucifixion implant pain to get even larger energetically and help remove some of this ancient negativity.
Over the years I’ve experienced this same sudden piercing blast of severe crucifixion
nail pains through my wrists and feet. I’m not and never have been
religious because I incarnated with conscious higher awareness of what
the two main world religions really were. Many
Forerunners/Starseeds/Volunteers etc. incarnated in these Ascension
lifetimes with either full or partial conscious higher awareness about
what the primary world religions actually were. In addition, I have
Pisces ASC, Pisces Rising natally, and I’ve always known I’m extra
receptive to and aware of the intentional negative TD Piscean Age
created religious negativity and distortions they created to use on and
against humanity. This is another specific higher tool I came in with to
help me in dismantling this TD negativity on the physical dimension.
A couple of days after this crucifixion pain experience in my car and my instant angry removal of it, I discovered a recent blog article Lisa Renee had written, ‘Earth Element is Transforming’. (Link below.) Beside my Piscean ASC, my Sun is in Capricorn, last of the Earth element zodiacal signs. I’m talking higher tools here
and in my case, and any Forerunner with heavy Earth and Water planets
and/or angles etc. in their natal charts, 2017 feels very personal,
different and extremely important.
Saturn & Physical Reality Structures, Earth Element, Gaia & You
Thanks to my Earth element Capricorn Sun
and other connected things, I’ve always felt Earth/Gaia and much of the
energies and beings that exist on and under the surface of physical
Earth. Most Earth sign people, and opposite sign people—Scorpio, Pisces
and Cancer—have this greater developed sense of and connection with
Earth/Gaia because that element is highlighted in their physical bodies
and consciousness. They also are usually Empaths, plus
let us not forget that Cancer rules the stomach, the gut/bloat/belly.
Put all the pieces together and things make a lot more natural sense. No
blue foods needed. 😉 Because we’ve reached the point we’re at finally
which is the Shift, which is the Separation of Worlds & Timelines, what we’ve been familiar with in regards to the Earth element, and Saturn, is changing dramatically in 2017.
As you may remember back in super-potent,
ass-kicking, how did we survive another April?! April 2017, there were
seven M-class Solar flares all aimed at planet Saturn, Lord of the 3D
physical realm and structures in physicality. When I heard this I knew
that TD was taking another intervention beating from Divine Source, and
what they’ve intentionally used Saturn’s energies for to control
physical Earth structures and realities for eons was being ended, cutoff
and permanently dismantled. Change Saturn and you change physical
reality. Change the Earth element and you change physical reality.
Disconnect the old TD human and non-human monsters from stealing and
distorting anything anymore and physical reality changes, as do humans
and their consciousness and everything else. All this and much more is
happening in 2017. Don’t any of us project old lower world expectations
on to the NEW higher world, yourself and your NEW life and realities.
Use your NEW, never-been-used before crayons please, for the sake of all
everywhere. ❤
Vast Areas of Beautiful Rock Candy Space
Last week while I was
out and about, I
clarivoyantly Saw what looked to me like HUGE, MASSIVE vertical columns
of pale pink crystal rock candy up out in higher dimensional space. It
was beautiful beyond words as most of these types of sights are. I was a
speck next to one of them as “I” slowly floated up further and higher
next to it, them. It was like a crystalline Rock Candy field of energies
that glistened with Light and radiated tremendous energies that felt
very 6D geometric-like to me.
Razor shape crystalline geometric
snowflake-like shapes floating through the air/space on our physical
Earth world, touching each other lightly, creating glass wind-chime-like
sounds more beautiful than you can imagine. Massive pillars of pastel
colored crystalline Rock Candy looking structures out in the deep space
fields radiating NEW Light Codes far and wide. Ever looked into a
kaleidoscope? It’s looking more and more like that now when you venture
out into the NEW expanding fields of Light Codes. I don’t know what else
to call them but they’re more colorful, complex, geometric and dazzling
than playing with a kaleidoscope.
I’m Here, There, Everywhere All At Once
Because so much is changing internally and externally in me, my personal reality and life etc., and because I know
there’s so much more to come with all this EP business, I’m needing
more time to myself to let it happen in and through me/Me/ME while
me/Me/ME continue becoming increasingly unified in this physical Denise
form which naturally causes it to be evolved into something NEW and
different. Things make more sense to me now than ever before, and
simultaneously I’m oftentimes dumbfounded by this Embodiment Process.
What a miracle. What a confusion. What a pain. What a reunion for all
aspects. What intensity. What soft, gentle perfectness. What a Process.
What profound improvements. What LOVE. What Light. What else…?
I am a Forerunner, always have been, but I know
I’m on totally NEW ground/space/place/level now in early 2017, and that
this is only going to grow from here on out. I am Denise but I AM more
and these two aspects are functioning increasingly from the same space
and Now Moment and it’s amazing, dreamlike, easy, familiar, perfect in
its strangeness and ever-present desire for greater and greater
Creativity. There’s also those times, those days and weeks where it’s
anything but perfect, easy and amazing and is just painful to the
extreme, confusing and deeply frustrating. Lower and Higher merging,
it’s all to be expected and much more I suppose. We’re doing it so give
yourself the LOVE all aspects of you/You/YOU deserve and be sure to use
all of your NEW crayon colors. ❤ ❤ ❤
Denise
May 31, 2017
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