Journal Entry – 07.27.2014 by Eliza Ayres
In case anyone was wondering, my laptop crashed yesterday. I’m back
online today, with a new laptop and new programs. Slowly gathering old
favorite list, but it will be shorter than before. I don’t have a lot
of time to be here so my interests and needs are dwindling, as well.
Sounds funny to say that, as I’m not dying physically, and yet there
is a kind of dying taking place as I continue to let go of things,
situations, and yes, even people.
Not that I had to do a lot of the latter… letting go of people. I
haven’t been in contact with most members of my physical family for
years, even decades. And I don’t have a big group of friends, only some
hiking buddies (some of whom ARE friends) whom I left behind in the
Puget Sound area when I left there seven years ago.
Still adjusting to this new machine. It runs very well… and it’s
amazing just how much laptops have come down in price as has other
electronic devices. Being a typist for some 40-odd years, I prefer a
real keyboard to one of those itty-bitty pad things you get on a phone.
And besides, it doesn’t make it easy to edit or even read pieces that I
happen to write… usually lengthy!
So… a big question that is probably on the minds of several (if not
all) of my readers, is how am I adjusting to the realization that the
consciousness focus that has been known by various names, but lately as
“Eliza”, how does it feel to know that I will be soon re-blending with
my Higher Self?
Fact is, I am already and have been blending with Higher Self for
quite some time. Every time I channel, I have been tuning into Her
energies. And now, it is easy to let go and feel the bliss as Her heart
merges with mine. Once I actually fully “leave” I don’t think it will
take much time to complete re-blend and re-open to my (our) 5D senses.
It is just this kind of process that my cousin, Rananda Kumara, has
been undergoing. He is now completely re-blended, although as I
understand it, His 5D senses are still coming online. Fascinating,
isn’t it?
This is not a process that everyone who is a Light worker will be
undergoing, just those who are what is called “First Wavers”. We have
been actively involved in assisting this period of evolution for the
human race; now, it is time for others to take over, take command and
become the leaders and shakers as your cultures, countries and peoples
transition to a new way of living and being.
Before I learned of this new development in my life, I thought that
I, too, would be around to assist with the process of moving from one
paradigm to another. It was while I was sick at home, that I was told
otherwise. And frankly, while it was a shock at first… not nearly as
bad as being told that your body has a case of terminal cancer… but a
stunner for sure.
Now that I’ve had some time to adjust and meditate… or ponder, I
usually put it, on the subject of “leaving”… well, it actually fits
quite well. I can finally let go of the constant strain of anxiety over
the future, over retirement, what to do / where to live, etc. My
walk-in will mind the shop, or the physical vessel, but I’m not sure
what else she intends to do at this time other than continue working and
then retire in a couple of years or ____? I’m sure whatever she comes
up with will be good. And for all those animal lovers out there, she
will be caring for my little furry guardians (cats) and the garden.
I’ve changed tremendously in the last couple of months. I feel more
at ease, even in the tough environment of work. There are some
challenges still, but I have realized that many of them cannot be solved
by me, so I choose to let them go. The system that I’ve worked under
will continue to undergo changes, some good, most bad… it’s a given with
a bureaucracy. We have a joke at work… that we work for the Department
of Change.
So… there, you see I already deal with a lot of changes in life and
learned to deal with them. It’s better to adapt and make the best of
things than to resist and fight… and have the changes roll over you
anyway.
Resistance is futile is the current motto for what is occurring on
Planet Terra (Earth / Gaia). Those who are resisting are becoming quite
obvious in their desperation, but there really isn’t anywhere to hide
any more. The walls of the old paradigm have been ripped down and the
roaches are scattering before the incoming blaze of light.
It may be some years before the true effects of the planet being at
5D is felt by the majority of people who have unconsciously elected to
transition to 5D. Those who are conscious, especially the wayshowers,
gatekeepers, et al, are VERY aware of the change in vibration. Many of
them are able to function readily, moving between 3D / 4D / and 5D…. and
occasionally 6D, depending on their “missions”.
It may seem odd that I still work at a very 3D job and have little
opportunity to “space out” during the day, but like I said, it is
getting easier to tune in at any time to the energies of my family and
friends who are awaiting my “return” to full consciousness. Only that
return will not happen here on Planet Earth, but upon the Pleiadian,
mother ship, The White Winds or wherever else Lady Tazjima goes.
Lady Taz as I call my H.S., is an emissary for both of her worlds.
She is a 6D light being, who functions readily at 4D / 5D. Most of the
human populations on our sister star systems in the Galaxy function at
5D. It is a very PHYSICAL existence. Living at a physical level,
enables for faster soul growth. Living at 3D has been an even more
intense learning process than was originally intended for our world, but
there it is… our world, Terra, is being returned to Her true original
state, as a sister planet to beloved Venus.
When the main population functions at 5D, it is easy for those who
are light beings to adjust their frequency and live there, too. To
remain at any lower of a frequency is a huge challenge, and so it has
been for me and many others of my First Wave companions. Most of us are
rather tired and need a long rest to recuperate.
My case may or may not be different from other light workers who may
have actually incarnated upon entering this dimension. I walked in
during the infancy of my walk-out, who nearly died (and may have
actually done) from crib death. I remember my mother telling me that
she walked in my room to see my little body turning blue and cold. The
baby wasn’t very old, as it was before my Father returned from the
Aleutians when I was 11 months old.
Odd… separating myself from body and life and family… They’re not
mine. I recognize that now, but am truly grateful for my mother and
father bringing up and caring for me in their own way. It was a
challenging time to be sure, but we balanced everything in the end and I
took care of them until their own passing.
The walk-in / walk-out arrangement is made with the knowledge and
consent of all souls who are impacted by the arrangement, which would
have included my immediate family members. Still, I never really feel
quite attached to my two sisters as I did my parents.
The time when I leave will come swiftly. I’m not going to give a
particular date just yet to keep idle speculation at bay. And I will
continue to express my desire to left alone in regards to questions that
should be answered by those who are seeking answers.
Ascension is not an easy task for anyone, even given the fact that
the planet is now at 5D. There is a lot of clearing that must be done
by the individual. As the clearing is done and the gates or doors to
the heart and higher mind open, the answers will come. Until then, a
person can run around in circles seeking ever seeking and not finding.
Discover YOUR center, calm your lower mind and bring ease to your
physical vessel by letting go of anxieties, judgments, opinions and
dealing with unimportant “stuff”. It’s up to each individual to
determine what it is that they need / want to give up, not me or someone
else like me.
One of my cousins has already made the transition to 7D. “I” will be
returning to at least 6D and most certainly 5D. Whether or not I
“graduate” to 7D will be determined by my mentors by the summation of
ALL my lifetimes spent here on Planet Terra, not just this one.
Another one of my friends (who I will not name here for her privacy)
will be making the transition some months later than my own. And many
will come behind us, most of whom may even now be receiving an inkling
of such changes in the offing. Those who STRONGLY resonate with this
material, especially my four-piece series, “From One Who Has Served” may
(or may not) be also preparing to leave in the next couple of years.
As with any other departure, leave a clean house and a balanced
checkbook. I have no debts, do not own a house, have an older paid-for
car and still have a full-time job. My walk-in can “pop” into my “life”
such as it is (pretty simple and plain) without much effort or need to
adjust to ongoing relationships and obligations.
We are already braiding consciousness. I am aware of her 24/7. I
can see the changes that I have undergone already as a reflection of the
incoming awareness. My replacement is very different that I am, but
will continue the blog for the time being, as well as serve in my place
at work and home. I wish her well. What happens next will depend a lot
on what happens on Planet Earth.
Adjustments have been made to the plans of the Galactic Federation of
Light (GFL) for it was first thought that the ships would no longer be
needed after 12/21/2012. Of course, humanity did NOT make the leap into
5D as was hoped, so adjustments were made accordingly. As my father
used to say, “We’ll play it by ear… and see what happens.”
People at 5D are flexible and can make adjustments, too, as well as
any human… and probably better for they have a boarder perspective.
However, even at 5D, the perspective is not complete. Light beings at
higher levels yet don’t reveal everything to the ones working at 5D;
like the Army, it’s on a “need to know basis”.
And perhaps you thought that you would be all-knowing, etc., etc.,
when you finally reached 5D? There are many surprises in store for all
of those who choose to continue on. And we will be there to greet you
when you, as a collective, have completed THIS stage of your journey.
Many blessings, from a Sister of Light and Love,
I AM Tazjima Amariah Kumara
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